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Brennen’s Medical Journey: MRI, X-Ray & Physical Therapy

I scheduled Brennen’s MRI for the first available morning appointment, as the procedure required him to fast. You can read more about the actual MRI appointment here.We got the MRI results about one week after the appointment and we were told by the neurologist that the MRI showed no signs of brain damage. Yay! However, the doctor also said that the MRI could not rule out cerebral palsy (CP). Did I confuse you here? Because this is the point where the doctor lost me. How could the MRI that was ordered to rule out CP, not rule it out? Well, it turns out that although a MRI can show structural damage to the brain it can not show if the brain is functioning normally. And it seems that CP is one of those disorders that doctor’s still do not know a lot about. To be honest, I was fuming mad at the doctor about this. I felt this was vital information that should have been given to us BEFORE our son went through the MRI so we could have decided whether or not we still wanted him to have one.

The original plan for the back x-ray was to have it done immediately following the MRI. However, Brennen was too groggy from the sedation to stand without support and the back x-ray required him to bear his own weight. Because of this, I took Brennen to get the x-ray about a week after the MRI. The x-ray was way less traumatizing than the MRI, so that part was a relief. However, getting the results of the x-ray was EXTREMELY difficult and frustrating. Click here to see why I have developed some ill feeling towards the neurologist and his staff.

As far as the physical therapy (PT) goes, the doctor had prescribed PT 2-3 days per week for 4-6 weeks. Brennen’s physical therapist felt that amount of time was overkill and instead penciled us in for 2 days a week for 2 weeks, with the understanding that she would re-evaluate Brennen’s needs before she released him. Brennen greatly enjoyed PT. For him it was like having a one on one gymnastics class. She had him stretch his legs and play games that encouraged him to walk flat-footed. By the end of the two weeks Brennen lost interest in her games and became uncooperative, something that she expected from a three-year old. During the first week of PT, the therapist felt Brennen’s toe walking was idiopathic, but towards the end of the second week she felt he was toe walking because he was compensating for some sort of weakness (coincidentally we had received the x-ray results during the second week, so I am not sure if that swayed her opinion). However, she did end up releasing Brennen from PT at the end of the second week, partly because he wasn’t showing any improvement and partly because he was uncooperative. However, she referred us to a orthotist to get Brennen fitted for a metal shoe insert that makes it difficult to toe walk. If the insert does not work, she has asked us to consider having his feet serial casted or his legs braced. Serial casting is just like when someone has a broken bone, but in Brennen’s case his feet would be casted so he can not toe walk. The casts would be on for two weeks, but they have no guarantee of working. She said that some kids have their casts removed and then go right back to toe walking. If the casting doesn’t work or if we want to avoid that step altogether, we can get Brennen fitted for leg braces that would prohibit him from toe walking. The braces would be on for up to one year. At this time, the hubby and I feel that both casting and bracing are pretty extreme options and we do not feel like we are ready to make that decision.

 

Next week Brennen has three appointments. First he will be seeing the orthotist to get fitted for his insole. A few days later he will be seeing the physical therapist, to evaluate how well the insole is working and lastly we have a follow-up appointment with the neurologist. Stay tuned and send us some good vibes, please!

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Brennen’s Medical Journey: The Neurologist

As you already know from Brennen’s Medical Journey: Toe Walking, Brennen’s 3-year check-up resulted in a referral to a pediatric neurologist to further investigate his toe walking. After waiting 2 months for the appointment, the day finally arrived at the beginning of April. I approached the appointment with a lot of apprehension as I did not know what to expect. When we signed in at the front desk, I was handed a stack of papers to fill out. Some of them were the standard medical questionnaires that you get whenever you go to a new doctor, but others asked in-depth questions about my pregnancy, Brennen’s birth, Brennen’s milestones and our family medical history. I panicked a little trying to fill out the medical history. Many of the diseases I checked “no family history” because I was not aware of anyone having the diseases but at the same time I didn’t know for sure. I was also having difficulties filling out Brennen’s milestones. I couldn’t remember them all. The only ones that stood out in my mind were the ones he didn’t achieve “on time.” For example, he never crawled, instead he scooted on his butt. He was also a late walker, at around 16 months. But I did the best I could and I chided myself for feeling like a bad mom because I couldn’t remember them all.

He was scooting on his butt in this picture. It was the cutest thing!

We waited for over an hour before we were finally called back. At that point, Brennen had already reached the end of his patience and I had run out of things to entertain him with. Initially, I spoke with the neurologists’ assistant. He pretty much just reviewed the paperwork and asked pertinent follow-up questions. He also examined Brennen. He mostly concentrated on Brennen’s legs, in regards to reflexes and range of motion. After the exam THE neurologist came in and I sat in the room while he conferred with his assistant about our conversation and Brennen’s exam. It was a weird fly-on-the-wall kind of feeling. The neurologist performed his own exam and then had Brennen walk in the hallway so they could see his toe walking firsthand. He ended our visit by summarizing his findings and putting forth his recommendations. He said upon examining Brennen, he felt Brennen’s reflexes were too reactive and that his muscles seemed tight. (I attribute the “tightness” to Brennen not wanting the doctor to touch him.) He also mentioned that many neurological disorders also involve speech delays, which he knew Brennen was in the process of being evaluated for. He said he was hesitant to rule Brennen’s toe walking as idiopathic, which basically means without a known cause, because as far as I knew, there was no family history of toe walking. Therefore, not wanting to let Brennen’s case “slip under the radar,” he recommended that Brennen get a back x-ray to rule out scoliosis, a brain MRI to rule out cerebral palsy and attend physical therapy.

Again, I felt stunned! I remember talking and nodding, but I wasn’t really there. I remember going through the motions of collecting the necessary paperwork for the tests and gathering our things to go home. I just could not believe that all of this grew out of Brennen being a toe walker. It’s not like he exclusively toe walks, he can walk flat-footed. My mind was also stuck on the MRI and the thought of taking Brennen to the hospital to be “put to sleep.” I just couldn’t fathom doing it. I remember calling the hubby on our way home, talking to him as tears streamed down my face. The hubby’s first response was anger. Anger at why this was happening and why the doctors were making such a big deal of it. We both yearned for this chapter in our life to be behind us.

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Brennen’s Medical Journey: Toe Walking

Since I started my blog, I have mentioned several medical appointments / tests that Brennen has gone through this year. (Click here, here and here if you missed them.) Until now, I have been hesitant to share Brennen’s entire medical journey as it is very personal and emotional. Just writing this entry made me cry. Recently, while scouring the web for some answers I came across Tina at Scoliosis Family Adventures. Not only are her posts very open about her family’s medical journey, but she also reached out to me after I commented on her blog. Her email to me was filled with support and referrals (her family lives in Michigan as well). My interaction with her made me realize that by sharing Brennen’s medical journey, I may be able to offer encouragement and strength to another family.

Brennen’s medical journey began in February at his 3-year check-up. Overall, his pediatrician said he was very healthy. His asthma flare ups had decreased over the past 12 months and he had gained some weight. He was in the 10th percentile for height and the 25th percentile for weight. He has always been on the small side, thanks to having small parents. We talked about his potty training progress and she encouraged me to schedule his first dental visit. She also felt that Brennen was talking with a lisp and recommended that he see a speech therapist. Just as we were wrapping up the appointment, Brennen started to get restless and began walking around the room. Not just walking, but toe walking. This prompted a barrage of questions from his pediatrician.

Pediatrician: “How long has he been doing this?”

Me: “Since he started walking.” (He was a late walker at 16 months.)

Pediatrician:What percentage of time would you say that he does it each day?”

Me: “At least 50% of the time.”

I honestly didn’t understand what the big deal was. It seemed harmless to me. However, his pediatrician went on to explain that if toe walking is not outgrown by the age of two, it could be a symptom of a neurological disorder and gave me a referral for Brennen to see a neurologist. I left the pediatrician’s office stunned, overwhelmed and scared. (To be continued.)

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Exercise Induced Reactive Airway

With all the drama of getting Brennen’s x-ray results and the excitement of starting a Facebook page for my blog, I forgot to report back about my recent doctor’s appointment.

As you already know, I have been wheezing when I run. After spending two hours at the doctor’s office being examined, having a chest x-ray, enduring a pulmonary test and getting numerous vials of blood drawn, my current diagnosis is exercise induced reactive airway. Which basically means that when I participate in vigorous aerobic activity my airway becomes restricted and causes wheezing and shortness of breath. The doctor still wants to determine whether the cause of the reactive airway is asthma or allergies, thus the blood tests. In the meantime, I have been prescribed an albuterol inhaler to use 15 minutes before I exercise. So far I have run two times since being prescribed the inhaler and it has made a world of difference! I can actually breath! I only wish that I had gone to the doctor two months ago!

Have you ever put off going to the doctor and later regretted it?

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Saturday Sound Off: Doctor Debacle #108

This week marked week number five of waiting for the results of Brennen’s back x-ray. That’s right. WEEK. NUMBER. FIVE. Undeterred by my previous attempts at getting the results, which resulted in no return phone call, I placed another call to Brennen’s neurologist. This time I actually got a live person!!! I was super excited until I realized I was dealing with a receptionist with an attitude (RWA).

ME: “My son had a back x-ray about five weeks ago and I have not received the results despite leaving three voicemails.”

RWA: “The doctor has been on vacation for the last two weeks and he is the only one that can give the results.”

ME: “I understand that. However, I left the messages BEFORE he went on vacation.”

RWA: “Then that means we don’t have the results.”

ME: “But it’s been five weeks since the x-ray.”

RWA: “What is your kid’s name.”

I give her the information and she places me on hold. After about 10 minutes of waiting she finally comes back on the line.

RWA: “We don’t have the results. You need to call the lab where you had the x-ray done.”

I then call the x-ray lab and they insist they faxed the information to the doctor and they also state that the doctor can access the information online anytime. I place another call to the neurologist’s office and this time I get the too honest receptionist (THR).

THR: “You haven’t received the results yet?”

ME: “No, we have not.”

THR: “We’ve had them for a while now, but you should see how bad our filing system is.”

She then goes on to tell me that Brennen has 13 degree scoliosis, which I will blog more about at a later time. However, I thought only the doctor can give out test results??? And why did I have to get the run around for the last five weeks??? And more importantly: How many times have other patients experienced these frustrations and when will it end???

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Saturday Sound Off

Recently, while venting to my friend Jackie via Facebook messaging, I ended my rant with, “Sorry to vent . . .but I feel better now.” To which she wisely replied, “PLEASE don’t apologize. You are welcome to vent to me anytime! We (moms) all have to support each other.”

And you know what? She’s right! Why do we (women) always feel the need to apologize after we express our frustrations to others? Let’s be honest, we have earned the right to vent! So in honor of that right, I am starting a weekly Saturday Sound Off, where I will post my top frustration of the week and you can share yours too! All posts are apology free, of course!

My primary frustration for the week (and last week) is that we still have not received Brennen’s back x-ray results (it was ordered to rule out scoliosis). In the past two and a half weeks since he got the x-ray, I have left three messages and we still have not received a return call. I can’t even get a live person to answer the phone at his neurologists’ office. Instead, my phone call goes straight to a recording that says they are either with a patient or assisting the doctor. And to top it all off, the most recent recording said that the doctor will be on vacation from 6/27-7/11!!!

I am really starting to develop a hatred for this doctor (hate might be too strong of a word, but I am definitely developing animosity) for the doctor and his practice. Would he like to wait over two and a half weeks (which will probably turn into over one month) for his son’s test results? And how much trust can I place on the doctor’s recommendations for my son if he can’t even contact us within a reasonable amount of time with the test results?!?!

Ahhhhh . . . That felt good . . .

Alright ladies (and gentlemen), it is now your turn to sound off! I’m listening. :)

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Medical Mommy Mode

One thing that never ceases to amaze me about being a mom is my ability to go into “medical-mommy mode” when necessary. By that I mean, if Brennen is at the doctor’s and he has to be restrained so he can get a shot or a procedure done, I am the one that holds him down.

I dread going into medical-mommy mode, but it is a necessary evil.  And unfortunately in Brennen’s 3 years, I have had countless experiences of going into medical mommy mode. From his newborn screen, to breathing treatments, to vaccinations, sweat tests and countless other procedures that I do not care to relive.

Today was another medical-mommy day.

Brennen was scheduled for an MRI this morning to rule out cerebral palsy as the reason for his toe walking. I have been dreading this appointment since I made it. The MRI itself didn’t worry me, it was the sedation I was concerned about.

While we were in the waiting room, I could hear a little girl crying and crying and crying. Which just increased my anxiety. Eventually it was Brennen’s turn. He did great until IV time. Then he clung to me and cried. I tried to stay strong for him. I held him while they put the IV in and tried to console him as best I could. But I have to admit that despite being in medical-mommy mode, my eyes did tear up when he wasn’t looking.

Once he fell asleep the hubby and I kissed him as he was rolled away to the MRI. We waited for a very long half hour.

When we saw him in recovery he was a little groggy. As he started to come to, he said, “I want mommy.” At that point I finally was able to breath and I was able to let go of medical-mommy mode. Well … at least until his next appointment.

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